This will be my last one for why should I write in a blog.  For if any one want to know how we (my family) are doing and if you know me you can call me.  Thanks for who has read my blog and remember GOD LOVE YOU ALL

The only thing I can do is set.  And the pain is bad too.  I go to the dr. on Friday to see if I have to have sugary on my knee and I’m not looking forward to having it done again.  So here I’m bored to death can not do my Christmas cookies like I always do with my kids.  That is one of my many Christmas things I do with my kids.  I just hope the New Year is better for us.

I really did a number on my knee.  And I do not know how I’m going to get the gift wrapped and get one more gift done.  See I have to keep my knee up and stay off of it and I still have to go to school to finish my last tests for the week.  Then I’m done with school for this year.  Then I start in January.  I’m just hopping I just do not need to have surge on my knee.  I do not what to go threw that again.  But if I have I will only because my hubby said I have to.  Lol I was looking for a job and know that is on hold.  Here I was thinking I had things going for us.  

Just had classes. And got my classes for next term.

How I had a headache for over 12 hours.  And it was a killer.  I was starting to feel a little better, so I’m working on the house work and almost done with all the house work.  Then I plan on shampooing the house then working on supper and then I have a girls scout meeting to go to.  So my daughter can sell cookies.  I’m looking forward to that.  Going to finish cleaning will be back later.

December 6, 2004

I set in class for 3hours for government.  And those were the longest 3hours of my day.  And the only thing that is going throw my head is my to do list that I have made up.  Housework laundry wrap Christmas gifts finish Christmas blankets for the kids.  We do a Christmas drawling with my family and my husband and I got the coolest people.  And I had already got their gifts.  And I still need to wrap their gifts.  And we are almost done with are kids Christmas.   Ok back to the to do list that never gets done or so it seem. I mean you work on that list forever.  Then when we get close to it being done we add more to it or I do any way.  Of if you even ask for help it is like pulling teeth to get the help from anyone.  Or if you do not work on the list, things like kids run out of clothing or all the towels or just run low on everything.  Lol

December 7, 2004

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   My husband work on my laundry all day yesterday, that was so sweet of him.  I just had to fold them and put away.  He is doing a really good job with the house and the kids.  I could not ask for a better husband.  I have  a really bad headache so that is all for me tonight.

Today was a very busy day for us.  We had a Christmas party to go to and did not know what time it was going to be over and I let everyone know that.  And when the party was over we went and had my older son birthday party.  He had a good time and liked everything he got.  He turned 8 to day.  Just can not believe how big he is getting.  And for the most part he is a really good kid and does really will in class too.  So that is about it for me.  Plus I’m back to my books too.

     Got house cleaned and windows done that I could reach.  We tried to do the Christmas light but decided not to put any up.  My tree is in my big bay window so we did not want to take away from that.  I went to one of my appointment to day.  And it looks good for us.  I called on a job to day and I have a interview on Friday at 10:30.  I really hope I get this job.  I really miss working.  I will be back in a nursing home and it will be 2^nd shift.  I like working that shift for then we can not spend any money Lol.  And the extra money will help to.  The only down fall is that I will not be home to help the kids with home work or put them in to bed at night.  But there are just some things that mothers just have to give up to help keep the kids happy, clean, warm and the bellies full.   Plus I’m not a morning person but I will have to be for I’m in collage full time to.  So I will have my plate full.  And my wonderful husband is be hind me one hundred %.  And he did not ask me to go and get a job I just went and start to look.  The kids are coming home on the bus for they did not want to go to the Boys and Girls Club.  They will be home soon and then we got to work on their homework.  Plus I will be working on mine to.  So I’m having a good day. 

I’m feeling really good.  And I also drank to much coffee again so I will be cleaning my house and my get some sleep.  It not like any one really care that does read this but ha this my life and I like to look back and see what I have wrote in my blog about my family and to see what kind of mood I was in.  So for the most part I’m in a really good mood and the holidays just may be ok.  For this is the first Christmas with out any of my family. I have lost my entire family members and I did not have a say in it ether. But I had to do what I needed to keep my family save.  And the one person that I love to most does not blame me at all.  She understands and still loves me to.  To those who know what I’m going throw.  So I’m wide awake and will be working on my house and laundry.  Do not have really any house work to do but will find some.  Need a break from home work.  I only have three weeks left of school.  Wow were has the time gone, and then it will be Christmas.  I’m going to go and see you all later.  And remember GOD loves you all.  Night

   Had a really good Friday and help my in laws with some of their new stuff together.  But first I finished my house first. Then we went shopping and then went out to eat with no kids it was really nice.  Then came home and put the Christmas tree up with the kids.  But after we got the tree up I had to go and get Christmas tree lights.  We put 300 lights on the tree.  Then I let the kids put all of the Christmas stuff on the tree.  And we had the Christmas music going too.  It was really fun.  Then we all went to bed about 12 and then got up around 8 or 10 did not look at the clock.  Kids were up and had the house a mess so I got to help them cleaned it up.  But then again what are mothers for.  Lol.  Tried to get the kids to clean their rooms, that did not happen but they are looking better.  I then took a nape, and then got up and fixed supper and then did my dishes.  Then I started some of my home work and know I’m taking a break from the homework.  Will be doing a lot of study the next couple of days, going to school is like holding done a full time job.  That is about it for me talk more later.

     Will after all the kids came home on Friday.  My husband and I decided that I would spend the weekend up at the lakes.  Wow it was nice and I had a really good time.  The kids had a good time too.  And I got some home work done also.  But before I went up to the lakes I took my friend to the dr. app. That she had asked me to take her to.  She asked me on Friday night.  And I said I would. 

Wow I’m getting the night all to my self.  Husband and my older son is going to the lakes and my daughter is going to some friends house and my younger son is going to his aunts house for the night.  So I get to have the night all to my self doing home work and laundry what fun. Lol but it needs to be done.  I did most of my house to day for it was not all that bad but I get to shampoo it.  Shampooing, laundry and home work so that will be my night.

Just one more day to do a list of things that never end.

Wow what a day.  Got the gas back on and had classes to day.  Came home and work on my house and did some homework too.  And that is about it.

I had a really good day.  We got our yard all cleaned and mowed will be doing Christmas light’s later.  Got my house all done and kids home work done too.  Will be doing mine later, after I get my kids to bed first for it is not their time for bed yet.  They still have an hour and we have their bath done so they are all ready to go soon.  But in all, besides the kids being kids I had a really good day.  It is so nice to just have a family day.  No TV or games just the outside life.  And the phone was done to just to other family members.  So that is all for me if anyone really cares.  So Thank  the Lord for a GOOD Day.

     So for we have had a really good weekend, got all of our yards done.  We still have to do our own yet.  And get the Christmas stuff up yet.  We will be doing that tomorrow.  I got a new couch and love set.  So happy to have new stuff, the old stuff set to low to the ground.  I did work on my homework today so I’m doing really well.  Then I came home and fixed supper and then worked on my house.  Will be doing some laundry tonight so I will be staying up later to do home work and laundry, then will be going to church in the morning too.  So that is about all for know. 

     I had a really good day.  I’m working on the boys play room, and have the house clean.  The kids came home and I did not send them to the boys and girls club.  They are cleaning their room as I talk.  I got a lot of studying to do this weekend.  I’m really looking forward to be doing that.  But that is what I get for going back to school.  Plus helping the kids do their home work to.  Some days I feel I’m back in their grade 1^st and 2^nd grade.  Lol.  I got something in my eye it has been watering all day. 

     I did get my purse back but they did take all of are money that we had for rent.  So that is about it for that. 

Some one has taken my purse.    And the money that we had for rent.  And that is about it for me.

     Today I had my daughter birthday party.  She had a good time.  I went and got the cake her Aunt whit help me finish my house and did some party things to the house.  It looked really neat.  She got a lot of neat stuff too.  She is now a sleep on the couch and it is only 9pm she had some of her friends over too.  Then we went and walked the mall.  Then came home and she is out.  We will be going to church tomorrow.  I found one that I and my kids like.  Will that is about it for today.

I had class all day and know I get to clean my house for a birthday party for my daughter i can not what.   For the only family that my kids have left will be here for her.  Then we have trick or treat almost all weekend.  My husband will be taking my older son to a trick or treat  at the zoo that  starts at 4:30 and that sounds like fun too.    So that is about how the  rest of my week and weekend will go. And there is the homework thing too when i have time.

Wow what a day.  So glad it is over.  Been doing Girls Scout stuff all day.  I started about 9:30am and was done about 5:00pm.  Then help my husband rake a yard.  Then we had supper.  I tried to put the kids to bed at 7pm and it did not work so I’m trying to get them to bed know.  At least I tried to get them early.  Lol so know I get to start to study math what fun.  So that is all for know, but may get in here later. 

    & nbsp;   &n bsp; Little Fingers

    S ticky little fingers,
  Touching all the walls.
Smudgy little fingerprints,
  From a child so small.

It seems the cleaning's never done,
  But soon the small child's grown.
    And no more little fingerprints
     Will decorate your home.

    & nbsp;   &n bsp; So save a little hand print
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;    So you can recall,
Just how sweet your child's hand looked
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;  When it was very small.